A Dream
Since i woke up till now, i have been thinking about the dream i had when i was sleeping. No, its not a bad dream, not a nightmare. well, its something that will make u think "why will i have such dreams" yet make you smile at the same time.
I dreamt about Eddy, Gabriel and Glen, my secondary school 学长 plus some other sec sch mates. all the 3 of them are older than me by a yr. i gotta know Eddy 2-3 weeks after i entered sec sch. he went after me but we never did got to get together.hmmm, actually i did not know he was after me too... gotta know Gabriel after that, went out few times in a group. haha...but we never really talk. Glen was just one of their friend. well u see, i like Gabriel during sec 1 or 2. cant really recall though. but we never got together. plus he doesnt know i like him. Ok, back to the dream...in the dream, i dreamt that Gabriel and I are together...hahahaha....And the dream goes like this. we were all in Beauty World Shopping center. him, me plus a few more others which i cant recall who. and there were many other monk'shillians around (my sec sch is monk's hill sec sch). funny......cant understand why are there so many monk'shillian in beauty world. haha... somehow, Gabriel and i quarrelled. for which the reason i cant recall. i walk away and intend to leave beauty world. when i walk out of beauty world, and turn back to look at it, i saw thick black smokes surrounding it and i look up and saw top half of beauty world is on fire and it is slowly spreading downwards. (......). Gabriel and the rest plus majority of monk'shillian are in the building. i stood there and cried and cried. i want to go in and find Gabriel but cant. just then, i saw Eddy and he too couldnt find them. i was so damn sad la. after that erm....i cant recall...then after that, Eddy and i attended some memorial or event. i searched for Gabriel everywhere but couldnt find him.we were like seated for quite sometime. i am still very sad and still crying and i remembered telling dont know Eddy or another person that why i am so sad is because just before the accident i quarrelled with Gabriel. after that, erm....i cant recall...then after that...i dont why i suddenly asked Eddy to try calling Gabriel. after that, erm...i cant recall then after that, Eddy and i were outside a building and i suddenly saw Glen walking towards us plus a few of their friends whom i thought were dead as they were trapped in Beauty World. i asked one of them where is Gabriel, and they told me and pointed out that Gabriel was on top. i looked up of the building and saw.................Gabriel!!! hahaha....after that i woke up liao.....how nice if i had this dream on a sat or sun. i can dream longer and see the outcome.
Though this dream is a little unique, akward and surprised but its still good to have such dreams once in awhile. those 天真, puppy love kind of dream. those back to young days kind of dream. sec sch days was like about 10-14yrs ago..oh...im so old now....well havent seen Gabriel and Glen since they graduated. i think i did saw Gabriel 2 yrs after he graduated if i still remember. went to RV to find Edmund and saw Gabriel playing snooker with him. guess Gabriel and Glen have changed alot. well i dont know though. just guessing. saw/met up with Eddy few yrs back in dbl o. back then we still chat occasionally over the phone. now we seldom contact but once in awhile we still do chat in msn. im so gonna tell him about this dream when i see him in msn. hahahaha
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Friday, June 04, 2010
Bon Voyage TKW
Hey...Please Take Care and Have a Safe Trip!!! Have Fun but Be Safe!!! :) Talk to u again in 1 weeks time. Hopefully...
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Thursday, June 03, 2010
Inspirational Story by Catherine Pulsifer
Just read an insprational story by Catherine Pulsifer. So just share with everyone...
The story below is a true story that happened in September.
During the month of september, a dear friend of mine lost her husband suddenly in an accident. The tragedy was a shock to everyone. The accident was sudden and certainly unexpected. it drove home the realization that u just don't know when a loved one is no longer going to be with u.we sometimes take our love ones for granted, and we expect they will be with us forever. however, as we all know, life does not work that way and sometimes we get a wake up call that shokes us and makes us stand back and realise how short life is.
in consoling her, i tried to imagine if i was in her shoes how would i feel. it was impossible to imagine what she was going through. what words do i say to help her?
sometimes words just can not express our feelings. sometimes our actions are much more meaningful than words. A hug can sometimes express more than our words will ever express.sometimes, just being there to listen is more meaningful and helpful to people.
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p/s: he just don't get it...
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