my frenz
was browsing thru my friendster yesterday, saw alot of ppl tat i know, tat i used 2 know, tat was once closed 2 me, either got married, or haf kidz. jack, whom was once the guy i luv, is a daddy nw. freddy, was wif him during my end of sec 4 days, got married last nov. saw his wedding photo shot, was very nice. zj, was with him for a week, my 1st bf in ite is a daddy 2 a baby boy. 1 of my yr 2 ite female classmate oso getting married. the rest, either sec or ite frenz, some haf got married too and became daddy and mummy. kidz haf grown up, some 3,4 yrs old le. haa... suddenly i feel so old. wonder when will b my turn. but i guess i think 2 much lah. who knows maybe i'm juz fated 2 b single in tis life. sometimes my mind will betray me. it will lead me into those marriage wonderland, those fantacies,and i hate having all these.juz dun understand y do i keep thinking when i jolly well know its not gonna happen.hw do i stop thinking? well maybe i wun get married this lifetime, dun understand wats it like 2 haf my own family, but i do hope tat those who once appear in my life, 4 eg my exs, frenz, classmates, schoolmates...juz wish them all the best in their future, hope everything will go smoothly in their life and everything will turn out well 2.
The Only One...