it doesn't pays 2 b gd
tis is duno the how many times i'm bein criticised, being said by him le. out of gd will, i help him cut the ham, so tat he has lesser things 2 do. and i cut like the previous ones. instead of a thank you or mayb an ok, he say "seems like u duno how 2 do hse work." wtf... somemore infront of his sis. kaoz... few days ago, i helped him wash his clothes, socks etc...damn dirty and smelly. after tat dry it 4 him. instead of a thank you again, he shouted "didn't i say put ur hse, y bring here and there" kaoz...its his workin clothes lor. he tot its his hm clothes which he put at my hse. without findin out, he shouted at me.i dun expect a thank you or sth in return but i dun need criticism and shoutings 2. its nt i want 2 b xiaoqi or wat but it really doesn't pays 2 b gd.each time i do sth for him, i get these in return. sometimes i feel so stupid...y do all these for him.i gotta learn 2 b clever.mind my own business,stop doin things 4 him,stop helpin him,stop offereing my help.watever...at least i wun get all these in return. ARGH!!!! i'm sooooooo angry rite nw...............my stupid dearie piss me offfffffffffffffffffffff.juz feel like biting him nw
2day is new yrs eve....in few hrs time will b a brand new yr.nowhere 2 go 4 countdown.mayb juz go tw hse wif him 4 the bbq den back 2 his hm 2 slp.juz hope tat my life will get better for me in 2007 and everything will turn out fine.juz hope tat i'll b happier in 2007 too cos 2006 is a lousy yr for me
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