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juz saw the friendster of a guy. he is not juz any other ordinary guy. well he is some1 whom i like when i was in sec 1. he is gettin married tomorrow. saw his weddin photos and invitation cards. he's lucky 2 find such a beautiful n gd wife and this guy is jackson liauw...
he is an indonesian. older den me by 4 yrs but he is in sec 2 wen i was in sec 1. he use 2 stay ard river valley area wif his sis and guardian wen he was in sg.our story dated back to 1997. thou we were nvr together b4 but we both know tat we like each other. i cld still remember vividly abt every details of wat has happen. sometimes i wonder if he didn't left for australia durin end of 1997 after me completed sec1, will we ever had the chance 2 b together? after he left, i regretted not lettin him know earlier. i regretted tellin him only during the last day of sch. sch life fr den onwards became so colourless.i dread goin 2 sch after tat. after he left, me changed..from a gd gal 2 a real bad gal. sometimes i wonder, if he didn't leave, wld i b different fr now? wld i haf been a better person?
i always look forward goin 2 sch durin sec 1. cos i know i'll get 2 c him. durin our 7mths of so call "courtship", not once haf i been absent fr sch b4. he only absent once due 2 bad flu. jack is fr the rugby team, a tall n so call mascular guy who always hang ard wif a gd buddy of his by the name of jimmy who is also an indonesian. no matter where i was in sch, which part of the sch, no matter wat time, he will appear in front of me if not within my view. we nvr really talk b4...guess we contacted thru telepathy ba.we somehow seems 2 know where each other are and wat each other is doin and wat each other wants
example:
1) our seats are located according to classes. and mine is in front of the soya bean stall.everyday during recess, me and my classmates will sit at our designated pl and without fail, he will buy soya bean 2 drink.
2) everyday without fail, no matter wat time i finish sch, even on days wen i haf cca or he has cca, when i walk to the mrt, its either he will b walkin behind me or i'm walkin behind him. he takes the bus hm while i talk mrt. but his bus stop is juz above my mrt.we will den meet up again at the mini store at the mrt wehre he'll go to buy newpaper.
3) our classes r at the opposite blk. but we can still c each other. everyday wen he walk past, we will sure look at each other, sometimes we will peep out of class 2 look at each other(he n me r sitting at the corner window seat).
4) and thou we are at diff blk, but when we go out for mornin assembly, we'll either be walkin behind or infront of each other everyday.
5) even when i'm in far east with my frenz, he and jimmy will oso appear in far east.(ok...my sec sch is so damn near 2 far east plaza and orchard. far east is juz 2 bus stop away fr my sch or a 10min walk will reach. so orchard use 2 b our hang out pl after sch)
6) and alot more.......
we both confess 2 our frenz. he got my number fr our fren but he nvr called. he purposely came 2 my class 2 write at my autograph book. this is wat he wrote: hi, i'm jackson. i just happen to pass by and decided to say hi to you. from jackson....(i kept my autograph book under my table and my table is juz beside the wall.if he were 2 juz pass by my class, he wun b able 2 c it. for one 2 c it, he has 2 sit on my chair and bend down b4 he cld c it).wow, its been 8yrs and i cld still remember wat he wrote. i still remember after he left for australia, for 2 yrs, durin 1998 and 1999, every mth i wrote letters 2 him. but the letters haf nvr been posted out 2 him b4. he came back sg in the begining of 1999 when i was in sec 3. he came back 2 our sch. i saw him. he called me but i nvr ans him. i was shocked 2 c him and angry at the same time. cos he juz left without tellin me. ok i know i m nth 2 him..but...i was juz so lost for words.i waited for him for 1 yr..the whole of 1998, i waited for him.
there are still so much things abt us...but i guess i'll stop here. time past real fast. its been 7 yrs since i last saw him. no news fr him during those yrs too. found him in frenster abt 2 yrs ago. had a short msg exchange wif him in frenster. glad tat he still remember me.he's gettin married tmr le..i hereby sincerely wish him all the best, congratulations and happiness 2 both he and his wife.
tis use 2 b our song after he left for aust:
Every night in my dreams
I see you, I feel you,
That is how I know you go on
Far across the distance
And spaces between us
You have come to show you go on
Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on
Love can touch us one time
And last for a lifetime
And never let go till we're one
Love was when I loved you
One true time I hold to
In my life we'll always go on
Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on
There is some love that will not go away
You're here, there's nothing I fear,
And I know that my heart will go on
We'll stay forever this way
You are safe in my heart
And my heart will go on and on
The Only One...