PUI!!!
sth unlucky happen 2 my dad 2day, n it affected my family.. there's alot of senseless, stupid n fuckup shit ass hole ppl in tis world. dun feel like mentioning wat happen. makes my blood boils.. luckily, i dun haf any knife or dangerous weapon wif me else, i'm gonna kill tat person. he's juz a pathetic loser, think his whole family is. he shouldn't even exist in tis world in the 1st pl. juz dun understand, y dun he go ask his wife or mother or sister or daughter 2 go become some low class prostitute bein fucked by dogs rather den come up wif such fucked up plan n in the end gain nth out of it. or mayb he can try askin his father or brother or son 2 b some kind of shit collecter or animal ass wiper.he juz piss the hell out of me....PUI!!!
it rained heavily in the mornin at ard 10plus. was still on bed but was half awake. supposed 2 go sch at 1pm but was cancelled again last min by my fren so went back slp til 2plus. wonder will i ever finish doin my project. hope i will. the weather was quite cold today..esp durin the nite, me cld feel the cool air. how i wish he was ard 2 hug me n gif me warmth, stroking my hair till i fall asleep. argh!!! i know i m dreaming again.he will not do all these de. **wake up**....the last msg he sent me was at 8plus in the mornin. sayin some boliao things, pushin blames at me. n the whole day n nite not even a call or sms fr him. haha...as expected la. i'm so silly enuf 2 even wait for his call or sms when i jolly well know it wun happen. he is more happy without me la..haha...i'm so tired..i juz wana cry..
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