tears
he left for sailing tis noon. a 2 weeks sailing, and will be back on the 22nd but on the 22nd he has duty so on the 23rd then can go home. we quarrelled the nite b4 he went sailin, which is on a sat nite. can consider quite major. and it is almost abt the same thing. even b4 he went sailin, we still haf 2 quarrel. its like only a few more hrs left b4 he sail for 2 weeks. i'm so tired.... sometimes i wonder did i make the wrong choice? if i haf made the wrong choice den when wld i make the rite choice? if its the wrong choice, den y m i always making the wrong choice..i wana smile, i wana hear my laughter again. i wana b happy...instead i cried again! but...yet again he did not wipe away my tears. not once did he ever wipe away my tears n lend me his shoulders. not once did he ever console me. he wanted me 2 solve tat prob n if i did not, sad things wld happen. thou we did make peace after tat but...i'm feelin so afraid n threaten now. acc him till tis mornin 7plus den he send me hm. well duno when will he contact me..juz wana ask him 2 take care n haf a safe journey to and fro.
The Only One...