argh.....
exams juz ended last week, on the 24th of aug...results will b out on the 15th of sept...most probably i'll fail. duno y but i juz dun haf the confidence of passing. not only in exams but in alot of other things, i also dun haf the confidence in it. thou exams r over, n it shd b sch holis, but i still haf 2 go back to sch everyday for VPP(vocational porject programe). its for final yr students. we haf 2 go back to do our final yr project. really regretted chosing project. i rather choose attachment if i know it'll b soooo difficult n tiring. we haf to go back everyday fr 8-5, mon-fri. since VPP started, i dun haf enuf rest each day not 2 say enjoy myself after exam. everyday after VPP, at nite i still haf 2 do my VPP homework which is programming. basically i feel tat my life is so meaningless now. everything is like a routine. on weekend when i met up wif dear, we quarrel, sometimes even over small n stupid matters.he push the blame on me n i push it onhim....y y y??? wen r we gonna get better??? i'm so stressed up. other den VPP, every week, we need 2 exercise for 2 days 2 train for nafpha. n its compulsory fr 3-5. and we also need 2 go for industrial visit and listen 2 talks. argh.....my life is packed wif all these rubbish. i dun haf my own free time 2 enjoy, 2 slp, 2 play.y cant they award us wif the holis after the exam???we r humans 2. we need 2 enjoy and catch up wif wat we love 2 do.sometimes i wonder, if i did not stray bad durin sec 2 onwards, wld my life b better now? r there any remedies for regrets?my life now totally sux...there's alot of nice movies recently. n alot of them, i wanna watch but time dun allow. its either i'm busy wif sch or he is busy wif work or we r tired n lazy 2 go.juz hate my life now...
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