missing dearie
nvr c dearie for 2days le...on sat he has duty. and actually we can meet up on sun de. but he say he is tired but i know he is lazy la.mayb cos of the distance between our hse. and oso cos he wans 2 rush hm watch world cup.and mayb oso cos he is very tight in cash tis mth le.miss him alot.. real lots.wonder do he miss me 2? guess nvr ba, if not he'll come find me le. really wish he cld b here huggin me now. duno when will i get 2 meet him. after tat sms incident, me n dearie haf been quarrelin alot. i duno wat happen 2 us. haiz...how i wish i cld turn back time. n how i wish dearie nvr did tat thing, mayb we will b happier now. sometimes i wonder do dearie really luv me or....hope i'm juz thinkin 2 much. but den sometimes, some things r juz 2 heavy 4 me 2 bare.i'm a human 2. and i'm juz like other gals, i nd dearie 2 b there 4 me, need his luv care n concern, need his suport n strength, most importantly i need him. haiz..but sometimes, he neglected me n my feelings. he oso negelected tat sometimes i do feel like cryin.
yesterday went clubbin while dearie on duty. n something stupid happen which piss me off. dun wana mention, dun even wan go bother abt it.
now its 5am but i'm still not tired. dearie is sleepin like a pig at hm now. match between portugal n angola juz ended. dearie got bet so help him keep watch.i know dearie got bet world cup and somtimes i'll tip in 2..so juz hope he wont lose.if better hope he will win some, cos he is very tight in cash tis mth.callin dearie up for work at 6.
dear...i miss u lots..i hope i can get 2 c u soon. haiz..but i dun dare put in much hope for wanting 2 c u soon. "wo xiang ni xiang de hao gu ji"... "wo shi zhen de zhen de hao xiang ni"...miss u till i'm goin mad le.(duno y i say tis 2 u here when i know u wun get 2 c it)
The Only One...