upside down life
juz got back home... went orchard in the evening. wanted 2 buy a new bag 4 sch. was lookin ard. set my eyes on 5 bags. le coq sac, adidas, nike, new urban male and another without a brand. yupz... and the fuckin me cant make up my mind on which 2 buy. went momo at 11... not much crowd yet. left at 1am...went watch a movie called "fragile" at PS. well its a horror movie. and its also a sickening 1. haha..the ghost is damn fuckin ugly. overall shd say its quite worth watching. but...argh!!! guess i shd not haf gone 2 watch movie... shd haf stayed at momo. it'll b more fun. at least i wont think of it and feel like cryin now. lucky thing is i've not yet cried. 2 tired 2 cry. i duno.. but the feelin is juz so cold... thinkin back, i m juz so stupid. so stupid 4 bein make used of. really shd haf stayed in momo. juz duno y part of me wan go 4 the movie. n i know its cos of tat fuckin reason tat i went 2 the movie. shit...wat the fuck m i doin??? arghhhhhhh...y m i still findin trouble 4 myself? WAKE UP audrey... can some1 juz knock some sense into me? i'm juz so tired... is there a potion 2 drink 2 make me forget everything, every1?cos i'm havin this fuckin upside down life... TIRED TIRED TIRED!!! argh.... how i wish i had a shoulder 2 lean on n 2 cry on....how i wish u were here...yeah juz wish on only...
p/s: sorry i'm feelin so down tats y use so many f*** words...haha
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