my birthday
i'm 22 le... bd juz over yesterday...hmmm... well ate alot, receive a few things & also bought a few things...haha i m goin on a diet le...ate a few cakes n its gonna make me fat. now its diet time.haha
well i wana thank all those people who celebrated 4 me, wished me(either verbally or through sms, msn or friendster)...really thanx alot..u guys rox...cheers!!!
they are:
suting, lifen, wanting, kelvin oh, wenfa, ronglie, xavier, kenneth, zhiming, ah di, mabel, jasmine, weiloon, nono(teck wei), luku(kelvin teo), hongkai, angkueh, alvin
hmm... did i miss out any1? hopefully not...if i did inform me ok...
The Only One...
Thursday, March 30, 2006
happy birthday to me
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to me!!! hope tat all my hopes, dreams & wishes will come true... wish u were here beside me...
The Only One...
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
upcoming birthday
in less than 2 more days will b my birthday...this yr's birthday will b different from last yr's. time passes very fast. and soon i'll b a yr older.thinkin back,i really do miss last yr's birthday :-D
alot of ppl ask me wat do i want for my bd, or wat my wish is... haha i could only say that my bd wish is priceless and i haf a long wishlist....
its been long since i last ate an ice cream cake (yummy)..hmmm will i get 2 eat it on my bd? haha... where will i go durin my bd? or shd i juz stay at hm? till tat day comes...........
The Only One...
Monday, March 27, 2006
sudden relief
i gave up..yeah!after wat happen, wat i saw n wat reaction i got on fri at momo, i think i shd give up. after tat day i realised tat it's tiring. the feelin i got was like avoidin me cos of watever fuck reason i duno la. muz b their doings.. sometimes i feel tat mayb u r juz makin use of me..haha c.. i'm so kind 2 gif u make use. mayb i'm juz not gd or pretty enuf. so watever the fuck reason..i gif up.. haha... suddenly feel so relax.. i wana lead a carefree n happy life.
went momo on fri 2 celebrate my bd... drank alot.. dun ask me m i drunk or not... went zouk on sat... hmmm not bad.. quite fun..laugh alot..mayb cos there got alot of "insane","crazy","wild" ppl..haha.. fun n interesting grp of ppl...took gd care of me 2..used 2 dun like zouk on weekends..cos its progressive hse music n trance..but 4 the past 2 sats tat i went.. realised tat actually zouk on weekends r quite fun 2... music r quite nice 2...haha
The Only One...
Friday, March 24, 2006
nite b4 release of exam result
hmmm...8hrs more my yr2 2nd sem result will b out... its scheduled 2 come out at 9am but 4 sure the server will b down...it'll b congested...haha.. me feelin very frightend now.. y? cos mayb its all last min studyin..the day b4 each paper then start studyin. n the exam schedule is like everyday there's a paper. really feelin very "jing zhang" now... me not hoping 2 get very gd results... as long as i pass those 3 papers, i'll b contented...prayin very hard tat i'll pass everythin.. me wan promote to yr3.. then less than a yr i'll graduate le. haiz..me really gettin worst..last time durin yr1, 2 weeks b4 exam i'll start studyin le...haiz...but the me now is like hack care...only think of playin n clubbin n drinkin..then wait till the day b4 paper then study. b4 tat i wont even touch the book. helppppp.... me dun wana repeat or anythin....wish me gd luck ba!!! gd luck 2 me! gd luck 2 me!
The Only One...
Thursday, March 23, 2006
my east west horoscope
eastern sign: rat
western sign: aries
year: 1984
Most Aliens burn through changes and never look back, but you are a little more conservative than your fiery siblings. You still have the unmistakable passion of the Ram, but you know how to use reason and measured perseverance to get what you want. You step up to the plate well armed, not only with your usual iron will, single-mindedness, and individual courage, but also with a powerful ability to finance your endeavors with other people's resources. Whether through grants, loans, prize winnings or investments, you are blessed with abundant opportunities to leverage your own position.
Although you are willing to go to the ends of the Earth to search out your dreams, you are not purely selfish. You'd be willing to go just as far to help a friend or loved one, and you'd probably move just as fast in pursuit of their needs. You are a rare commodity: an altruistic Aries. You can apply your brilliant fire-wisdom to any task, but you especially excel at taking care of others in need. You like to think of yourself as a superhero swooping in with your cape of fire to set everything right again.
Your greatest strengths are your determined willingness to maximize your opportunities and to defend yourself and your loved ones ardently and skillfully from any perceived threat. Your greatest challenge is to open your eyes to other points of view, improving the scope of your perceptions. A powerful Scorpio helps you locate financing for your dreams. An inspired Capricorn helps you see the big picture and capitalize on your good strokes of luck. You find gentle understanding with a yielding Pisces, and a safe haven with a supportive Cancer.
http://www.tigerbeer.us/horoscope/
The Only One...
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
grp pf ppl whom i'll always remember
yesterday is the 20th..20th? y 20th? neh..juz tat 20th of aug used 2 b a very impt day n cld say 20th of every mth ba..haha! but its over..thou sometimes memories will still flow back. memories tat will make me smile n cry. a decision not made by me but was forced 2 agreed n accept..wonder do ppl ever regret?times passes real fast..life still haf to go on but life after tat day sux.
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went 2 obar on fri..junrong's bd n most panjang ppl were there thou not all... n tis fri is his weddin dinner... hey congrats ya.. wont b able 2 wish u personally le after tat fateful day on june last yr.. well saw alot of them last fri.. its been like 9mths since i last saw them..the feelin i saw them was like very happy yet i feel like cryin..suddenly i realised tat actually i miss them alot.really alot. n i miss those times tat we spend together.they r still the same old them..they still treat me very gd..very teng me like their own sis...the feelin is still there...the warmth still exist in them...last fri was the 1st time i really smiled fr deep within me since 9mths ago.i wanted very much for tat few hrs wif them 2 last but sad 2 say time dun wait for ppl.still can remember how we used 2 "play" n hangout together..memories of sunset bay outings, bbqs,kopitiams, slacking ard etc keep comin back.n oso watchin bball matches or competition..yup! i miss watchin bball competition. i very much wanted 2 go back 2 previously but i cant.haiz!!! well duno when will i get 2 c them again..mths? yrs? or mayb nvr again.. juz wana tell u guys tat all of u will haf a special pl deep in my heart tat no others cld replace. the times we all spend together will always b in my memories. photos were all tat left 2 acc me when i think of u all. yup...u guys once live in me n played a part in my life for the past 3yrs.u guys r great,i love u guys n always will..cheers guys! hope tat the next time u all c me will still rem me...u guys rox
The Only One...
Friday, March 17, 2006
my apologies
nvr knew so many ppl do read my blog. haa..n i'm surprised kel was 1 of them..thought after our break up, he was nvr interested in my life n wat i'm doin.. well juz wana say a big sorry 2 him... wrote some hurtful things abt him.. i'm sorry! but u r the 1 tat lied 2 me abt the pics 1st de.. n all along i thought tat u haf a gf le..n oso some of ur frenz oso told me tat. so....anyway i really very sorry.... after tat thurs u explain i understand everythin le.. sorry...forgif me hao ma? forgif me sayin those hurtful things..
The Only One...
Thursday, March 16, 2006
nites out 2 westmall wif R
juz got back hm...went 2 meet R.. he came fetch me at 1030pm. then we went westmall coffee bean la kopi.. reach there abt 1050. but coffee bean closin at 1115. so after we bought our drink we went 2 the small shop beside tat sell kopi n roti. cos the place there they haf outdoor sittin. thou they close at 12 but their seats r still outside the whole nite.pass R his mmc card.. we sat n chated till abt 1 then he send me hm
The Only One...
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
encounter wif R
hmmm... last sun, xav ask me out... i agreed.. went watch movie at westmall..watch the show underworld...omg! haha alittle of RA... well the show was abt 2hrs. after tat he suggested goin nite safari..hehe another guy who knows tat i wanted 2 go there.. but i turned him down..sorry xav! the 2nd guy i turned down askin me go nite safari..so after movie we went east coast.. had a long chat wif him. know his reasons 4 leavin. but duno whether is it true anot. but still i'm sorry.. u r the 1 tat left 1st... so if u 1 me back then start chasin me over again..haha.. tis will b fair 2 me n every1. so now i m still free for every1..at 1045, R suddenly called..haha i was shocked.. after i duno how my num landed wif him on sat, he called. guess its they all di siao ba. he called 2 chat wif me. xav was juz beside n he knew R called.. chatted wif R awhile. left east coast ard 1120..
on mon, R msg me in the noon 2..was shocked again..we chatted awhile usin sms..he ask me help him find cheap 512 mmc card for his n70 cos m1 was sellin at 100plus.then at nite he msg me again askin wat i was doin.. after awhile we chatted on fone. he sounds tired. but we still chatted till his hp low batt n tat is 3am le... well on tues mornin 11plus he msg me again ask me m i still sleepin n haf i woke up 2 find job.. we sms chated awhile.. then at nite when i was out eatin i saw the mmc card sellin at $60. so i ask him does he 1 it. he say yes n so help him buy.. haaa... i'm so kind hearted
The Only One...
Sunday, March 12, 2006
life sux
juz got hm from movie, ktv n eatin in geylang wif them...no comments abt it... cos i m feelin so lost n down... i duno how 2 say only tat i really feel like cryin... so much things haf happen... n its very heavy 4 me 2 carry... i wish tat i could get lost in a deserted island where no 1 knows me where no 1 could find me... i wana b there alone...i juz hate my present life.. who can help me? after my break up wif kel, i tried 2 b brave in everythin..even b brave in facin him n not cry anymore like i used 2 in the 1st few mths of our breakup. but i m still human, i'm still e little princess tat every1 knows. sometimes i still need some1 2 b there 4 me, 2 protect me, 2 gif me a shoulder when things get rough.. but sad 2 say i still haf 2 bare everythin alone...shd i gif up on everythin?guess i juz haf 2 b the gal tat always smile even when her heart is broken n the gal tat brighten up ppl's day even when she couldn't brigthen her own
The Only One...
Monday, March 06, 2006
exams time
exams juz ended last thurs.... haiz... all r last min revision. 4 every subject, i would only study the day b4 the paper. very tired these few days, mayb because of the exams ba. cos every nite i would only slp abt 2 hrs and the rest r spend on studyin... haha wat 2 do... who ask me last min then study. hmmmm...i hope i cld pass all my papers then promote 2 yr 3...
heehee....tis is me while i'm studyin:
studyin 4 CSF paper:
studyin 4 DAD paper:
studyin 4 FCS paper:
The Only One...
Sunday, March 05, 2006
i need a job asap
bought a new hp n70 abt 1week plus ago... quite like it but has yet 2 master all the functions... wana reformat the memory card n bring it 2 the shop 2 ask them download 4 me some games etc...haiz....but need money...sianz where got money.... haha even my bd i oso dun haf money 2 celebrate le... guess gotta stay hm durin my bd ba...rite now i juz wana find a job...i wana work everyday fr mon 2 sun 10am to 10pm...yeah!!! i juz wana bury myself wif work...i wana earn money. haiz...really hope 2 find a job soon. mayb retail kind ba....any1 got job 2 intro? me need job urgently... shit duno wat happen 2 my rite ear.... guess kana infection or bitten by some things...its abit swollen n its pain...sianz...
The Only One...
Friday, March 03, 2006
happy birthday 2 him
juz wana wish u a HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! today 3rd of march is his birthday....so juz hope tat his wishes n dreams will come true ba...n 2 stay happy forever....
The Only One...