nites out on 18th feb
last sat, 18th of feb, kaixin celebrated her bd at downtown east chalet... went together wif russ. met mabel at the world of sports b4 goin 2 the chalet. reach there abt 10pm... ate 3 hotdogs n drank beer... left at 113o... zh came pick me up n together we went Obar. actually b4 goin there, me already knew x wld be there...part of me dun feel like goin but another part of me wana go drink. anyway me went 2...arrange 2 meet russ there...he took a cab by himself. sorry russ, its not my car. when i reach Obar not long, we went to the seats there 2 find them...ok i saw him but i juz turn away...whole nite i've been avoiding eye contact wif him. went 2 the bar wif russ n we drank tequilla shots n a jug of vodka ribena... thanx russ!(4 the drinks...haha) saw ah bao workin at the bar...not long me n russ went up dbl O. hmmm drank some heineken there...met jie wei there...got 2 know a guy who also play bball de. quite tall....heard of his name b4 but duno him in the past...dance wif him n he took my nos.. at abt 2am,he ask me down 4 a drink...he is drunk but he is a funny n interesting guy. he left at abt 2.45 but b4 he left he ask me out...haha mayb 2 haf a quiet chat... anyway while i was in Obar, X sms me alot of funny things...duno y 2..cos thou he's in Obar 2 but he was wif his frenz..sometimes i juz dun understand guys... they wana break off wif u n yet they still can sms u all those i luv u n i miss u things...juz duno wat r they thinkin.. well left Obar at abt 3.10 n went momo... hmmm when i reach there thou its late but there's still quite a number of ppl queueing at the member's entrance... saw wenguo, ah yi n baoxin there...guess the rest of them r inside ba. it was ah yi's bd tat day...anyway i went momo for awhile only n zh n his frenz wana leave le...haha...left at 4am... well on average was quite happy tat day...
The Only One...
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
valentines day
firstly i wld like 2 wish every1 a belated valentines day...juz got back hm fr my V day date...haha...but both of us r juz frenz n nth else. well supposed 2 go nite safari de but i dun wanna go cos i'm like wearing jeans n feel kinda warm if i were to go...sorry tat i spoil his plan.end up goin orchard...walking ard n haf dinner. at first wan watch movie but the timing is not rite at 1.15am... n i haf sch the next day... after orchard we went east coast...bought beer n chatted there...hmmmm.... saw alot of couples cuddling there...haha...after tat he drove me hm ard 1230... hey, thanx 4 the nite out n the gift ya...well kind of tired now so think gotta stop here..gd nite n ciaoz every1
The Only One...
Monday, February 13, 2006
a nite 2 dbl o & o bar
went dbl o & o bar last fri on 10feb.... oh no i was drunk on tat day. haha.. the last time i was drunk was like few mths ago.. cant hold my alcohol well le..gotta buck up le...haha...went wif my frenz n met hongwen n his camp mates there.. fun grp of guys... saw kel's frenz there 2... haha nvr knew tat his frenz know my fren.. well his fren make me drunk... the last cup i drank was like almost nvr mix anything at all. haha... saw ah bao 2...he 's workin as a waiter there.well i really really enjoyed myself tat day.. was really really very happy 2.... hope tat there'll b more of tat day
but b4 tat nite in the evening....sth happen tat make me so piss off....saw kel online in msn ask him back my baby pic...guess wat he say..he threw away le. f**k!!! i m so piss off...i dun haf any extra... the only 1 is wif him, last time gave him tat time he cut the edges 2 make pattern...but now he threw away le... so freakin piss off. y cant he juz return 2 me..it rightfully belongs 2 me n not him or some other bitches. n oso saw his msn nick can i ask u out on v day.. for heaven sake any 3 yr old wld noe tis is type 4 a gal 2 c de. but when i ask him, he told me off... n i juz told him tat if he really like a gal n wana date her out juz go ahead n ask her dun b shy n lose the chance..n for all tis i was told off by him. f**k he spoiled my evening. m i wrong 2 advise him? watever he wans 2 think man. he thinks i still like him? no way... luckily my nite was great
The Only One...
Friday, February 10, 2006
i m juz a substitute
i had finally learned the truth abt X last nite... all along he is juz substituting me.2 him i m juz a substitute.. sometimes i duno shd i thanx him or hate him. he made me realise n more confirm tat dover guys haf the same trait. i was wif 2 dover guys b4. find that their thinkin is still not matured enuf.. n they still wana play ard. at 1st i hope tat X was not like K but then....i juz nvr expect i wld b some1's substitute. i wonder y muz it b me. i nvr provoke X b4 nor did i do anythin 2 him b4. we nvr cross each other path in sch b4 2. so y muz he choose me...i juz noe tat thou its short but he has hurt me alot. guess fr now on i wont believe any1 so easily. n i wont trust their sweet talks anymore... SWEET TALKS = CRAPS
The Only One...
Thursday, February 09, 2006
if i strike 10million
oh no.... tmr is the 10million toto draw... went 2 buy toto juz now...haha my 1st time buyin.. been thinkin wat m i gonna do if i strike it....
here r my 2-do-list if i were 2 strike:
* gif 1 million 2 my parents
* buy over either club momo or MOS n limit entry to 21yrs n above 4 both sexes (estimated half a million)
* buy a maserati spyder GT or a maserati GT coupe ( estimated half a million)
* rebuild my hse into a 1 million dollar bungalow
* buy a burberrys umbrella, chanel slipper, Louis vuitton clutch bag n bags, gucci sunglasses, go on a shopping spree, etc... (estimated half a million)
*donate half a million 2 charity(i'm kind hearted ok)
* set up a car company ( estimated 1 million)
total usage is 5million... the rest of the 5million will go 2 my bank 2 collect the interest...haha... i noe i m dreamin...but dreamin r free n they dun cost u anythin... but i do hope my dreams cld become reality...prayin hard!
++++ maserati spyder GT:
+++++maserati GT coupe: 
The Only One...
Monday, February 06, 2006
heartless him
hurt myself today... fell down the stairs at marina after watching movie...hurt my elbow n my battocks... my elbow bleed... now i cant move my hand, cant even sit down... duno how i fell 2.. duno is it my slpppers no friction le or the floor is wet.. watever the reason is, i m injured...
suddenly feel alittle down... haha duno y 2.... he(kel) added me in msn for quite a long time le but only find out tat its him today...had a few casual conversation. but as usual i started it 1st.. n he is still so cold...saw his nick in msn..."oh god no money le,but i wish 2 gif u e pillow when u r tired, wipe the tears when u r sad." hmmm after readin tis, kind of like down n no mood...haha wondering who is the lucky gal..didn't expect he will fall 4 some1 so soon...juz hope tat me feelin down is not cos of him but cos of i fell down n hurt myself...yeah cos i noe i m not like him who can fall 4 some1 so soon n get into another relationship so fast...its ok 2 b single...
The Only One...
Sunday, February 05, 2006
pissed off
juz got home... i m soooooo ANGRY! sooooo PISSED OFF! i m fuming.... sometimes it doesn't pays 2 b gd. no more bein a gd fren...no more bein a gd gal...no more helpin frenz...no more of tis kind of shit...no more of everythin... i m soooo tired... suddenly juz hate things ard me...i wana MIA....i wana get lost...help!!!
The Only One...
Thursday, February 02, 2006
nites out 2 wala wala
met up wif kaixin and russ yesterday. meet kaixin at westmall n supposed 2 meet russ at holland village at 7.15...but mr russ was late...haha... went 2 a so call cafe for dinner. it was at the top floor of holland shoppin centre... n wow that pl waqs quite high class... ppl havin candle light dinner n sippin wine there...well thou the price was expensive but for such pl its quite resonable. i had mushroom pasta n a strawberry milkshake... hehe the strawberry milkshake was nice...been a long time since i last drank it. russ treated us 2 the dinner.well we were at the cafe till 930. n after tat we went wala wala. 1st floor was a bar cum pub place. but we went 2 the 2nd floor which was a live band area. the place was quite crowded but we managed 2 find a pl quite near to the stage. russ ordered a hoe garrden while me n kaixin drank lychee martini. we requested some songs but they nvr played. the lead singer was a thai n he was quite gd lookin.. stayed there till 1130 then we headed hm. was quite tired then...
The Only One...