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Audrey
30th March 1984
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    Saturday, January 28, 2006

    a story abt a stupid gal n a playboy

    i've found out n learnt tat actually most guys r the same...when they r goin after u, they treat u very gd. sweet talk u n will promise u on everything. but when they haf got u, they take u 4 granted. those things tat they haf promise r all gone.

    there was tis story abt a stupid gal n a playboy n tis is how it goes....

    both boy n gal used 2 b in the same sch but they nvr talked 2 each other b4. gal nvr knew tat boy existed in tat sch. but boy knew tat gal existed. both lead their own lives. both had their own bf n gf. eventually both graduated n left sch. gal continued studyin while boy started working. 1 day boy found gal in a progame online tat connects frenz together. boy added gal in it n started a short normal conversation wif her. they converse a few times wif tat programe online. not long later boy added gal in another online programe which cld allow them 2 communicate more frequently n conveniently. but they did not communicate often, only mayb once a mth or once in 2 mths. cos at tat time gal was so in love wif her bf. she was very faithful tats y nvr really chat up wif other guys. n on the other hand boy was busy wif work n his gf.

    abt 1 yr after boy added her online, gal's bf of few yrs broke off wif her. she was very sad n devastated.. 2 gal, her bf was everything, her pillar, her strength, her source for living n her meanin 4 life. she was prepared 2 marry him in few yrs time. gal gave up on everythin, most importantly gal gave up on love. she dare not or cld say she did not trust love anymore. 2 her there is no true luv existing on earth. few mths after gal's bf broke off wif her, boy learnt abt it n they contacted more often. by then fr wat boy told gal, he 2 haf broken off wif his gf. slowly fr communicatin online, they contacted thru phone. even chatted a few times on phone. soon they arrange 4 a meet up wif juz e 2 of them. n not long boy started goin after gal. he promises her alot of things, sweet talk her, told her tat he wont let her cry again unless its tears of happiness, even make her start believe there is really love on earth. boy brought gal 2 every movie she wana watch,accompanied her 2 anywhere she wana go n even gave her a big big teddy...as days pass, boy touches gals heart wif wat he did. but gal was still a little afraid, afraid tat she wld b hurt again. boy promised he wont n ask gal 2 slowly let him enter her heart. finally gal agreed.

    for the 1st week, everything seems normal. gal was happy n tot tat mayb luv really do exist. it all seems so perfect.but fr 2nd week onwards, things started 2 change n so did boy. he became distant. every plans they made 2 meet up or go out, wld b turn down by boy last min. he told gal tat he is very busy wif work n ask her 2 understand him. gal did.... she knew tat his work will take up lots of his time. suddenly alot other things surface at the same time which b4 they were together nth of such things happen. boy told her he has money probs, family probs, frenz probs etc. at first gal wana back out cos she was starting 2 feel frighten. but boy reassured her tat he wont leave n "beg" her 2 stay n accomapnied him thru all tis. gal stayed, even help him think of solutions 2 overcome some of the probs.awhile later, some probs were solved. but few more came out again. its like boy had nvr ending probs. gal was confused.... y such things happen only after they were together n not b4. gal waited n waited everyday 4 boy 2 solve his probs. but everyday boy wld haf sth new 2 tell her. gal got tired of waitin so she told boy how she felt. boy mistook her feelings n told her sth hurtful n initiate a breakup. the next day they chatted online, boy realised he has mistaken gal n ask 4 a 2nd chance. gal was soft hearted n gave in. he promised gal tat he wont gave her tat feelin again. gal was happy once again. but boy probs nvr seems 2 lessen. n few days later, boy was supposed 2 meet gal n as usual he turn it down. gal felt tat she was bein played. she felt tat she was not impt at all. she felt tat she was juz nth 2 boy. she was sad n disappointed. she told boy her feelings again. n again, boy initiated a break up. gal agreed cos after all tis while, she realised tat boy was juz foolin her n he nvr really wanted a relationship wif gal. n most importantly, boy nvr really like gal b4. n they lasted 4 only 1 mth.gal was sad cos she has slowly accepted him. but luckily she has saw thru him. well gal wont trust love nor will she believe tat there is true love existing again.

    haha... well every1, so who is 2 blame? difficult qns ya..me cant think of the ans yet... blame gal for bein stupid n trust love so easily or blame boy for playin wif gal n hurtin her?

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