chinese new yr
1st of all, i wld like 2 wish every1 a happy new yr...may u all receive alot of hong baos...
every1 seems so busy n happy during new yr.. n it is supposed 2 b a happy occasion but duno y i juz dun haf the mood 2 do anythin not 2 say enjoy myself durin new yr. chu yi or 1st day of new yr juz pass. was quite a tiring day. visited the temple, my grandparents hse then went back hm. my relatives came my hse in the noon ard 3plus. sometimes i wish tat i was not in. cos my relatives, my aunts n older cousins they all kept askin where is my bf... yeah tis is the qns i've been avoidin them 4 the past few mths. told them i dun haf a bf le but they dun believe. n kept on askin me y dun i ask him come over n collect hong bao oso. even ask me ask him along when i visit their hse. haa where on earth do i go look 4 a partime actor bf? nvr tried havin a partime bf for juz a day b4. juz simply dun like tis qns.. no 1 will noe or will ever noe how i feel. juz hope tat they will stop askin where is my bf...
juz saw 1 of my fren's blog... can see she is very happy wif her present bf. pics they took, places they went n etc all seems so happy n so loving. really admire her...she has finally found some1 whom she love so much n who love her so much in return 2...juz hope tat they will b happy together n everlasting ba...all the best
The Only One...
Saturday, January 28, 2006
a story abt a stupid gal n a playboy
i've found out n learnt tat actually most guys r the same...when they r goin after u, they treat u very gd. sweet talk u n will promise u on everything. but when they haf got u, they take u 4 granted. those things tat they haf promise r all gone.
there was tis story abt a stupid gal n a playboy n tis is how it goes....
both boy n gal used 2 b in the same sch but they nvr talked 2 each other b4. gal nvr knew tat boy existed in tat sch. but boy knew tat gal existed. both lead their own lives. both had their own bf n gf. eventually both graduated n left sch. gal continued studyin while boy started working. 1 day boy found gal in a progame online tat connects frenz together. boy added gal in it n started a short normal conversation wif her. they converse a few times wif tat programe online. not long later boy added gal in another online programe which cld allow them 2 communicate more frequently n conveniently. but they did not communicate often, only mayb once a mth or once in 2 mths. cos at tat time gal was so in love wif her bf. she was very faithful tats y nvr really chat up wif other guys. n on the other hand boy was busy wif work n his gf.
abt 1 yr after boy added her online, gal's bf of few yrs broke off wif her. she was very sad n devastated.. 2 gal, her bf was everything, her pillar, her strength, her source for living n her meanin 4 life. she was prepared 2 marry him in few yrs time. gal gave up on everythin, most importantly gal gave up on love. she dare not or cld say she did not trust love anymore. 2 her there is no true luv existing on earth. few mths after gal's bf broke off wif her, boy learnt abt it n they contacted more often. by then fr wat boy told gal, he 2 haf broken off wif his gf. slowly fr communicatin online, they contacted thru phone. even chatted a few times on phone. soon they arrange 4 a meet up wif juz e 2 of them. n not long boy started goin after gal. he promises her alot of things, sweet talk her, told her tat he wont let her cry again unless its tears of happiness, even make her start believe there is really love on earth. boy brought gal 2 every movie she wana watch,accompanied her 2 anywhere she wana go n even gave her a big big teddy...as days pass, boy touches gals heart wif wat he did. but gal was still a little afraid, afraid tat she wld b hurt again. boy promised he wont n ask gal 2 slowly let him enter her heart. finally gal agreed.
for the 1st week, everything seems normal. gal was happy n tot tat mayb luv really do exist. it all seems so perfect.but fr 2nd week onwards, things started 2 change n so did boy. he became distant. every plans they made 2 meet up or go out, wld b turn down by boy last min. he told gal tat he is very busy wif work n ask her 2 understand him. gal did.... she knew tat his work will take up lots of his time. suddenly alot other things surface at the same time which b4 they were together nth of such things happen. boy told her he has money probs, family probs, frenz probs etc. at first gal wana back out cos she was starting 2 feel frighten. but boy reassured her tat he wont leave n "beg" her 2 stay n accomapnied him thru all tis. gal stayed, even help him think of solutions 2 overcome some of the probs.awhile later, some probs were solved. but few more came out again. its like boy had nvr ending probs. gal was confused.... y such things happen only after they were together n not b4. gal waited n waited everyday 4 boy 2 solve his probs. but everyday boy wld haf sth new 2 tell her. gal got tired of waitin so she told boy how she felt. boy mistook her feelings n told her sth hurtful n initiate a breakup. the next day they chatted online, boy realised he has mistaken gal n ask 4 a 2nd chance. gal was soft hearted n gave in. he promised gal tat he wont gave her tat feelin again. gal was happy once again. but boy probs nvr seems 2 lessen. n few days later, boy was supposed 2 meet gal n as usual he turn it down. gal felt tat she was bein played. she felt tat she was not impt at all. she felt tat she was juz nth 2 boy. she was sad n disappointed. she told boy her feelings again. n again, boy initiated a break up. gal agreed cos after all tis while, she realised tat boy was juz foolin her n he nvr really wanted a relationship wif gal. n most importantly, boy nvr really like gal b4. n they lasted 4 only 1 mth.gal was sad cos she has slowly accepted him. but luckily she has saw thru him. well gal wont trust love nor will she believe tat there is true love existing again.
haha... well every1, so who is 2 blame? difficult qns ya..me cant think of the ans yet... blame gal for bein stupid n trust love so easily or blame boy for playin wif gal n hurtin her?
The Only One...
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
after my common test
omg...been 2 weeks plus since i last blog..been quite busy n tired tis 2 weeks cos of my common test n other stuffs... well common test is over n haf oso taken back my result. not very gd but not bad 2. expected 1 of the subject 2 get better grades de. but 4 last min studyin, tis kind of results is expected de... who ask me haf been playin all tis while. haha!!!
juz got back fr party world ktv. went wif my fren kaixin. wow its rainin n its so cold. n the ktv room was oso very cold. juz felt like i was in the refrigerator for tat few hrs. nvr bring jacket along 2. poor me...hope i dun catch a cold ya...
chi new yr is comin. tis yr's new yr will b diff from last yr.. but i hope it will b a fun n happy new yr 4 me. hope 2 receive alot of hong bao 2 as i need 2 clear alot of things regardin money de. haf not go 2 chinatown yet which i usually wld go b4 new yr. hope tat i can go there b4 new yr which is abt in 1 week plus time... gotta stop now le...will blog again hopefully soon
The Only One...
Sunday, January 01, 2006
merry christmas n a happy new yr
1st of all i wana wish every1 a belated merry christmas & a happy new yr.... hope tat 2006 will b a happy, healthy & peaceful yr 4 every1...
thinkin back, 2005 was a v tough n sucky yr 4 me... things always dun turn out well for me in 2005. think only 2 happy moments 4 me... 1 is my 21sth bd n the other is when i got my yr1 2nd sem result. yeah! but luckily everything is over... luckily i got over everything. i hope tat 2006 will b a great new start for me, a new begining 2..wana put the past behind me & embrace the future. wana b happy in 2006, stay happy n get lucky..
for my christmas eve, i went boat quay & east coast... by the time reach boat quay its already 1am. reach east coast was abt 4... met new ppl tat day... they r friendly n we cld get along well..chit chattin all the way. on tat day, cab was very hard 2 get.. so most of our rides were bookings de..wow!!! expensive.haha but i enjoyed myself on tat day.. on sunday 25th, went 2 watch narnia... a 2hr plus show. not bad 2 thou there's alot of talkin...
on new yr eve, which is yesterday, and fri, the day b4 new yr eve,me went dbl o... so long nvr go back there le... guess got 2mths le ba after my head incident...the feelin was juz so gd...miss tat pl terribly thou was crowded on both days. miss the cheap drinks oso... after 2 long mths finally gotta drink my tequilla le...duno is it 2 long nvr drink tequilla le, when i keep drinkin tequilla, stomach had a funny feelin. haha only last nite then i noe tat the drinks at dbl o pool bar is twice the price inside. entrance was 30 for gals on new yr eve..price was doubled! hmmm had fun
wana be happy, stay happy, live happily!!! quick finish all my studies n go out work... i m givin up the things in 2005. forget wat has happen in 2005 n treat it all like its a dream n nvr happen at all. gonna b a brand new me in 2006... new start, new beginin, new life, new story, new future... n i oso hope tat everything will turn out happy, well n smooth 4 me in 2006..
my christmas present from Xav:
The Only One...