within me....
here m i blogging n at the same time cryin... y? duno y..... he has not called nor msg since last fri, his bd....i msg him on tues nite ask him whether he test his psp ready not...but he told me no...haa....haf i bought it in vain?i wonder.... does he really like it? will he treasure it?will he gif it 2 some1 else instead? i ask him when is he free...on wed on thurs..he told me mayb thurs...guess as much cos wed is 4 his fren...they will play bball on wed n i think fri n sun ba....haaa...actually everyday 2 him is 4 his frenz de... i told him i wan c movie...but he say thurs then talk...he told me he in camp he wan slp le... today i msg him again but guess wat he nvr reply...juz as i expect... everytime i msg him its either he wont reply or he say he wan slp le or he say he busy etc...everytime he'll reject me...duno y he keep on avoidin me oso...m i so irritatin or scary i asked him... not say i everyday msg or meet him...does he noe he is hurtin me? y muz he say all those all the while i m missin u or u r the only gal i luv? dun he noe by sayin this n then ignoring n avoidin me makes me more worst....everytime i c my frenz n their bf so happy together if not hear them say how happy they r...i feel so unwanted...yeah no 1 wans me...most importantly he dosen't wan me...its all fated.....
The Only One...