1 week after his bd...
1 week has passed since his bd.....i called him today at 11.30 am.wana ask him out 4 lunch cos i haf a 2 hr break...he nvr ans...but 1 min later he called back. asked him where he was.he said he was at mandai hill camp havin basketball matches n he said he cant meet me for lunch but asked me call him after sch 2 c where he is.
called him again at 4.30. he was at hm sleepin...he asked me m i goin clubbin tonite but i nvr ans him. he told me his parents goin thai. sun then come back. wanted 2 ask him out tonite but b4 i cld asked he told me he is sendin his parents 2 the airport. tats not the typical him. he is a lazy person...he wont bother 2 go till so far...but anyway i accepted it. wat can i do rite?
at nite ard 10, i called him again..he told me he was at hm. i asked him is he free tmr. he say no. he say its his fren 21st bd.nth came out fr my mouth except ohhhh.... he is rejectin me again.after we hang up i msg him...askin y he keep rejectin me..ask him say the truth...ask him is it he got a gf or is he after some1... he say no...i told him i need 2 noe the truth...if not its not fair 4 me. cos i keep gettin dissapointed everytime. i told him it wld b better if he cld tell me directly instead of thinkin excuses everytime 2 reject me. i told him tat he can say he miss me n luv me all those but he keep avoidin me...there is no meaning 2 all tis...he replied tat he misses me but he wants 2 b alone 4 the moment...i've gievn him time 2 b alone since june...i told him i juz wan b a normal fren.sometimes juz goin out only n nth else. n not goin back again. juz like he cld go out wif his other frenz. n oso asked him how long more he wants 2 b alonehe nvr replied so i call him at abt 11...asked him y he nvr reply cos i juz wana noe...but guess wat....
after 4 mths of seperation n only a few contacts, he SHOUTED at me...he shouted: wat u wan now? wat u wan noe? fren then fren la...wat more?wat u wan me? i wan b alone la...wat how long? nvr c ur msg la...u talk n talk. like tat make me more angry more dulan more pek chek ah...he oso shouted i no money la dun wan go out wif u la....juz wan stay at hm...i was stunned...nvr expect him 2 shout at me...1 week ago he still can treat me so gd. still can cry, still can sayang me still can say miss n luv me...but 1 week later....he became so violent...i was lost 4 words...i juz say ok n sorry n hang up...n then i msg him 2 apologised n told him tat i didn't mean 2 make him angry n i nvr expect him 2 shout...i told him if he miss me then he msg me..if he nvr msg me then i know he do not miss me..then i christmas then msg him n pass him his gift. i oso told him i'll try save money n then transfer 2 him so tat he can go out wif his frenz if not he at hm oso sianz...told he 2 take care etc n oso remind him 2 test his psp...i'm wondering y he say he no money dun wan go out wif me...he shd noe it better then any1 else tat i wont use his money...even if he has money i oso wont touch it.n oso even if we go out he shd noe tat i will oso come out some de...y muz he say all tis 2 hurt me?is it wrong 2 like some1? is it wrong 2 c those tat u like?
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