PSP or PS2???
tis 2 days i've been aching all over my body. think i've slept in e wrong position. n oso "tat feelin" is slowly comin back...the feelin i've felt durin june n july is back... i duno how 2 describe it... its a mixture of lost, scared, helpless, sad, unwanted etc....haiz... y m i so useless??? really hate myself. misssssssssssin him(kelvin) so much! wished i cld tell him tat i miss him.wished i cld hear him say he miss me 2..but i cant haiz....i know he'll ignore me =(
his bd is comin..on the 11 of nov... n its either i'll buy a PSP or a PS2 for him...lotsa of ppl r sayin tat i'm stupid...he has broken off wif me n yet i still buy him such an expensive present. guys, its ok....u can call me stupid, say me silly but 4 some1 whom u luv so much, its all worth while. he is the 1 i luv so no matter how much i'll still sacrifice...i know he wants 2 buy a playstation...abt 1 or 2 yrs ago he had mentioned...n i've oso accompanied him 2 lotsa of places 2 find out the price..n each time he heard them sayin its a few hundred, he'll drop the idea. each time when i c him so dishearted i'll feel so sad...he doesn't spend on himself. he wld rather save e money n spend it on me juz 2 buy things 4 me, bring me out 2 eat, bring me out etc. when it comes 2 me, he wont save a single cent. when we were togather, every mth when he get his ns pay, he will bring me out.i noe he wld like 2 owned 1.other then either a PSP or a PS2, i cant think of any other things 2 get 4 him.
but the prob is i m an idiot when it comes 2 games...haiz.... n oso PSP n PS2 has lotsa version...i'm afraid i'll get cheated by the vendor. my 1st piority is PSP...cos its newer, portable n more functions....he can bring in 2 camp instead of his old gameboy.. but PSP is more expensive not only the set but oso the game. 2 buy a game is $70plus. n u oso need 2 buy a memory card or sth like tat.it has alot of version.some cheaper some expensive...the cheapest i saw was $380 n the most expensive was $500plus i think...the cheaper 1 is still within my limit. but for the 500 one, i think i cant afford. 4 PS2, it will b cheaper, even the set n the game it will b much cheaper. it can also act as a DVD player. but his room already has a DVD player. n oso PS2 cant b carried ard...u need 2 haf a tv connected 2 it 2... the cheapest i saw was $238 n the most expensive i saw was $385...PS2 is older than PSP n oso PS3 is comin out soon. both prices r still within my limit. like PSP, PS2 oso has a lot of version... which i dun understand.haiz...really duno wat 2 do. if i spend less than 300, i still haf alittle savin 4 myself...if i spend above 300, means i haf no savings left. but i cant juz anyhow buy rite?i'm so confused,so lost.....wat shd i do?
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