last sat oct 22 i went club momo....i reached there ard 11.40pm as it was free b4 12.... managed 2 get there in time... i haf thought of changin my clubbin pl fr dbl o to club momo...cos of juz 1 simple reason...i m afraid of bumpin into "him"...yep tats rite. the "him" is kelvin. the only guy i love so much till now i'm still waitin 4 him. i shd b happy if i cld c him. i shd feel like seein..but y m i still so afraid? cos i dun wana c him wif his gal...i can imagine e feelin if i see him wif his gal..i wouldn't want 2 haf tat feelin...so i'm tryin my best 2 hide.....
momo was fun last sat thou it rain heavily...drank quite alot ( 1 jug of vodka ribena, 3 glasses of red wine, 3 glasses of burbon)....saw alot of my sec sch frenz...even my sec sch classmate...the feelin was so wonderful...it brings back my sec sch memories....at tat pt of time i forgot all abt "him"...i dance n enjoyed thru the nite...leavin only at 5am.... once i step out of momo n into the cab, "he" came into my mind again. i was thinkin where he is now n wat he is doin? the sad n moody me came back...fighting back tears i look out of the window n see e road we used 2 travel on his bike when we r out together. memories of us started 2 flow back. i miss him! i miss us! i miss our past! traffic was very smooth...no road blocks or anythin. reached home in less than 20mins...but slept only at 7am...
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